Have we taken time to think “what am I allowing to be bigger than God in my life?” It has encompassed my thoughts this morning since a note from a friend….
God’s whispers have also answered my thoughts……”Whatever you allow to be bigger than my love for you is what indeed becomes bigger than I in your life” and in some quiet way when I asked repeatedly “Is it true Lord, is it true sometimes you simply choose not heal those who seek you?” “I cannot fathom that as who you are Lord…I cannot fathom that….please help me to understand” and His answer again was a quiet peace of hearing that Jesus was sent to overcome sickness and that indeed he has taken that burden from each of us……
but I have no answers as to the mechanics of why others still struggle…..yet I know in my own experience of God’s healing grace that indeed I was undeserving, I was not as faith filled as my husband that I would be healed by our loving father….yet today I am healed, without regard to my sin, nor my worthiness….there is order to our relationship with our Father in heaven, order for our prayers to be heard, order for when he is allowed to move in our lives, by his very own gift of free will, we must ask and receive His goodness…..in all his many forms…..
God is good!
